so this is going to be the most recent of all my post on this blog. im older now, and ive learned more about... well, stuff. like i said before, i dont update this blog, and unless i get recognized or something for my work, then ill move on from a blog. but the reason for this post is because ive been working on what could be my future's work, but i dont know if i should be sharing it to the eyes and ears of others.
of course, many would say, yes, its okay to present your work to the public, and some would say no, things could happen to it.
to be honest, that is kind of the problem i have. another is having to rely on my own choices. i constantly ask if i should post my stuff to the web. most commonly its "people will steal your work" or "go ahead, nothing is wrong about that", and "its your choice"
it always leaves me with a doubt that ill never be able to feel comfortable sharing what ive been up to, and it lowers my self esteem.
i do have the fear of people stealing my work, but at the same time, i don't really care unless i have my name on it or something. and also the kind of feedback i could get might be scary. some of the stuff i do looks and sounds similar to other peoples work, and im not afraid to admit that i in fact and indeed took a lick of their ice cream. but there are others that beat me to it, and if i were to show my ideas now, ill be criticized for it.
the fear of having to stop what i do is probably the main reason for my fear of posting
at the moment ive been racking up a bunch of music, art, and the tiniest bit of animation (since october 2018), and its just sitting there. the only person looking at it is me, even though i do show my peers.
but i feel like opening up to a wider audience, get some people with the same interest to help me grow mine, have some constructive criticism, and just more feedback.
the web is always one way to go when it comes to sharing to a public audience, and i wouldnt choose another.
i considered signing up to newgrounds or youtube, but it just lead me back to the same problem.
its not really easy to just say yes or no when it comes to showing your colors. one thing is i dont really have anyone that has the same hobbies as i do, and its sort like i dont someone to go down with.
but really lets get back to the point, should i be scared to post my work?
i dont know if anyone ever reads blogs these days, or even takes the time to read and comment. but i hope someone tells me their thoughts.

